Thursday 3 May 2018

Realise

Oh, I'm so glad that's all over. The amount of stress leading up to this week has been unreal, although still more manageable than some moments form last year. I'm pleased to announce that our Realise project is over. My performance was on Tuesday but there were still a couple more students left to perform theirs today. I've got all my feedback and and pretty happy with it to be honest, expect maybe one certain "Tutor" who decided he was going to bring me down. Well, guess what? His awarded scores stick out like a saw thumb against all the student awarded scores and considering not all of the student in the audience know me. I'm convinced he's got it in for me.I'm considering talking to my actual tutor about this although he said not to get too worked up about the feedback but it's just shitty that the worst feedback is from staff and I guarantee my tutors score would even be higher.

At this point, I've nearly finished my evaluation and its almost time to start some of the final projects due in soon. Spain is forever on the horizon and I have my passport ready, although there are a few things I still need to sort out for that. We've had the letters, so it's happening! There was probably a few more things I was meant to do this evening actually whist in the library but, oh well. I've managed to be extremely productive on a day where I have no musical functionality. I've pretty sure my musicality has been drained this week from our last major project. I couldn't even play drums this morning which was a little embarrassing but I have also been extremely tired.