Everything really is happening so fast at the moment. Good things and bad. I'm not a hundred percent what is going on exactly but I know for a fact I'm not thinking straight. I have so many distractions and things to think about that makes myself so unsure of everything. Even facts; things that I know are true. But, when other things start to mist over and some answers start to hide... It doesn't help.
There are people I feel I need to talk to right now... Some that will listen, some that won't.
I need answers but can't reach them. Not at the moment. Given time. I'm so sensitive recently. Things will get better and I will 'pull through'. I'm not ill, I'm just a bit of an idiot. However... I think my mind does need clearing a little. A bit of a break.
It doesn't help that I'm aching all over. I have strained a few of my pathetic muscles carrying my bass around in a hard case for most of the day yesterday!
I'll live. I'll have too.
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